music&chocolate

Person: So you like NCIS?

Mon, 24 Sep 2012 16:49:00 -0400

Person: So you like NCIS?
Me: No you don't understand.

senicariot: I just adore Eli. Protecting his girl like a champ....

Wed, 15 Aug 2012 14:52:59 -0400

I just adore Eli. Protecting his girl like a champ. Plus, that high five between Katie and Clare right after Katie kicks some ass, priceless.

sins-of-the-lion: Can we all agree on how gorgeous Martin looks...

Wed, 15 Aug 2012 14:40:51 -0400

sins-of-the-lion:

Can we all agree on how gorgeous Martin looks in BLG’s new music video? Yeah, k.

Amen to that

dianamendez: The way he looked at her Damn

Wed, 15 Aug 2012 14:38:49 -0400

dianamendez:

The way he looked at her

Damn

gah!

Wed, 15 Aug 2012 14:37:59 -0400

gah!

boyslikegirlssays: Smile ‘til it hurts Dude. If Martin were...

Wed, 15 Aug 2012 14:37:00 -0400

boyslikegirlssays:

Smile ‘til it hurts

Dude. If Martin were searching for me, looking like that, and singing that goddamn adorable song, asdfghkl;asdfghjkl;asdfghjkl;asdfghjkl;asdfghjkl;ASDFGHJKL;

porcuswines: riseandwrite: bittersweet-compromise: ryanrosshas...

Tue, 24 Jul 2012 14:50:09 -0400

porcuswines:

riseandwrite:

bittersweet-compromise:

ryanrosshasextremelylongfingers:

thatmentalredhead:

mrschriskendall:

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*passes out*

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Well that wasn’t fun.

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My… stupid… computer… is… slow… shut up and do not insult me. //Dies

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Double reeds, baby!

You smell that?…. Smells like Boys Like Girls is back. Yes, yes it does. I have been waiting...

Thu, 19 Jul 2012 15:57:00 -0400

You smell that?…. Smells like Boys Like Girls is back.

Yes, yes it does. I have been waiting three years for this!! Crazy World- EP <3333

YES HELP I HAVE A HUGE PROBLEM. MY BEST FRIEND IS A BIG GIANT DOOFUS WHAT DO I DO ABOUT IT????

Tue, 17 Jul 2012 15:14:43 -0400

Accept them :P

I can totally picture all these people from N.C.I.S. on tumblr laughing at us.

Tue, 17 Jul 2012 11:11:00 -0400

Chris Walid: "Owww"
We’re over here like: OMG ONE OF THEM IS GONNA SAY OWWW!!!!

Us: Oh my god what does that even mean?!

Us: I can feel the subtext!!

And they’re all over there laughing hysterically like: Look at how much they’re freaking out!

Them: Watch them squirm! Nice one, Chris! Up top *highfive*

Them: It was just one word! AHAHAHAHAHA!

Them: Not even really a word, more of a sound. *bangs desk repeatedly while contorting face in an effort to show how funny the situation is*

What do you want to see in Season 10? Put an 'X' next to yours, or add if it's not there already.

Tue, 17 Jul 2012 10:22:20 -0400

Timothy McGee’s father: XXXXXXXXXXXXX
Tiva becoming canon: XXXXXXXX
Abby reunited with her biological brother: XXXXXXXXX
Malachi:XX
Monique: XXXX
Eli:XX
Penelope: XXXXX
Tim and Ziva have an undercover episode: XXXXXXXX
A genuine bro hug between Tony and Tim: XXXXXXXXXXXXX
Ziva and Abby episode and scenes: XX
Ziva's new apartment or Tony's or Abby's or McGee's apartment: XX

Calling all the new band members probies :)

Tue, 10 Jul 2012 17:01:40 -0400

Calling all the new band members probies :)

The last like four episodes of DA were literally the most depressing episodes of television I have...

Sun, 08 Jul 2012 18:02:00 -0400

The last like four episodes of DA were literally the most depressing episodes of television I have ever seen. Seriously. What kind of people created that show. I have never cried that much, like ever. So Abigail and Sammy kissed and there was hope of them getting back together. Then all hell broke loose. First off, Sammy dies. Let’s just start there. He gets hit by a car the morning of the Prix de Fonteyn. Like seriously?? He started as the worst student and now he’s representing Australia internationally and you just kill him off?? Then, Abigail is sitting in the shower with her clothes on and the water running, just shaking and bawling. Ollie with the cardigan that he said should be burned. And Christian blaming himself. Abigail’s rant to the director person was awful. “Is there a problem?” “Yes. Why would you partner me with someone so good? I’m not prepared for that. I mean how could I be when I learned the pas de deux basics with a crap partner? Everyone wants to talk about how amazing he was, but he wasn’t. He was indescribably terrible. As a pas de deux partner. And as a boyfriend. And then he got his own boyfriend. And then he kissed me. And then he died. I mean, what sort of a person does that?” I was shaking/in hysterics just as much as she was after that. And the memorial. The list. When Christian read #3 (fall in love so my heart takes over from my head) and Abigail and Ollie both shudder and sob extra hard. And everyone’s crying. and #1: make a group of friends I’ll know for the rest of my life. and when the first time Tara cries was during her solo. and then when Ben fills Sammy’s spot in the Prix and he gets disqualified because he performed Sammy’s solo (the choreo hadn’t been pre-approved) and everyone joined him. And then poor Ollie, who was a jerk to him and never got to make it up to him.

This show gives me feelings. I did not expect to fall this much in love with it. Like at all.

My sister has a cardboard box on her head and all I can think is: was I that annoying at 12??

Sat, 30 Jun 2012 22:56:38 -0400

My sister has a cardboard box on her head and all I can think is: was I that annoying at 12??

Yup, I’m officially obsessed. I cannot properly express my feelings after watching...

Thu, 28 Jun 2012 16:43:04 -0400

Yup, I’m officially obsessed. I cannot properly express my feelings after watching “Ballet Fever.” Christian. And just… Christian. Oh my gosh! I just love him so much! And (even though Tara’s not my favorite) I love them together so much!! It was just so cute! And on the boat when she was leaning against him. Ugh! Just so cute! And then there’s Sammy and Abigail…. The amount of feelings I have about this show is dangerous. And, and, and Tara fell down the stairs! And Christian carried her the rest of the way! And what the heck! They just got together!! Gah! So cute

What's your favorite show??

Tue, 26 Jun 2012 13:23:39 -0400

Uhhh…. That depends. Which one am I watching when I have to make this decision??

Can someone do me a huge favor????????

Tue, 26 Jun 2012 12:28:00 -0400

So I’m reading Treading Water finally, but my computer’s stupid and is blocking chapter 4!! Could someone just like, copy and paste it and post it for me??? They’d be my best friend!!!

And also chapters 15 and 16!

The Tiva tag is my best friend

Mon, 25 Jun 2012 16:26:30 -0400

The Tiva tag is my best friend

All of my hopes and dreams of a Bones/N.C.I.S. crossover were crushed when I realized that a lot of...

Fri, 22 Jun 2012 14:50:00 -0400

All of my hopes and dreams of a Bones/N.C.I.S. crossover were crushed when I realized that a lot of the characters play minor roles in the other show.

Parker Booth found a body on N.C.I.S.

Hodgins worked in a warehouse behind a crime scene on N.C.I.S. (I was really hoping he would have been the murderer in this episode. That would have made my day)

Cam was some Navy officer or something on N.C.I.S.

Angela was on N.C.I.S.

Jeanne was on Bones.

Shannon Gibbs was on Bones.

Mrs. Vance was on Bones.

M. Allison Hart was on Bones.

And to top it all off: Gibbs’ dad and Booth’s grandpa are the SAME ACTOR.

(There are probably more, I just can’t remember them)

Scared, not clueless

Fri, 22 Jun 2012 14:07:18 -0400

So some people are saying that Tony and Ziva’s relationship is that classic “everyone knows but them” scenario, but I don’t think that’s true at all. I think that they are both aware (sometimes painfully aware) of their feelings for the other person, and even mildly aware of the other person’s feelings for them. I think that they’re just scared. They are both looking for something permanent now, but their first attempts backfired in their faces: Jeanne finding out that it was an op, and Ray turning out to be an ass. Tony is afraid of hurting her, and being hurt in return. He still carries the guilt of hurting Jeanne with him. Ziva’s trust was betrayed and she now doubts her judgement. They are also afraid that if they go for it, and it doesn’t work out, they will lose the person that they care about most. The one who is always there, always has their back, is always ready to risk their own life to save their partner. The idea of losing that, or damaging that relationship that has come so far, been through so much, terrifies them.